I am ashamed at myself today. I heard the boy cry wolf many times, and knew he was fibbing. But last week, there was something really desperate in his voice, and I believed him. I dropped everything I was doing and ran to the boy's aid ~ only to discover that he was fibbing. I am ashamed at myself today ~ I have decided that I will never believe the boy again, even if the wolf should come for him.
I am ashamed at myself today. I have heard Senator Obama's campaign/surrogates cry racism and muslim slur many times before. I have always known that they were fibbing ~ it only takes a little bit of checking to figure out who is right and who is wrong. Highlighting Lyndon Johnson's courageous contribution to Civil Rights does not demean King, it does not insult black people, and it does not constitute racism. Accusing someone's position of being a "fairy-tale" does not constitute racism. Preparing an attack ad with a dark theme does not constitute racism. Highlighting or mentioning past drug use does not constitute racism. I could go on and on, but that is not the point ~ I never believed any of those stories anyway.
But 5 words changed that: "As far as I know", she said, `Senator Obama is not a muslim'. "As far as I know" is what Senator Clinton said. I did not stop to question those words ~ after all, those words were reported not just by Clinton hating bloggers, such as Andrew Sullivan (I should just stop reading him!), but by respectable columnists in respectable newspapers like the New York Times (I should stop reading that too, I suppose). I was very disappointed by those words ~ clearly, Senator Clinton was furthering a "muslim slur" against Senator Obama. She was no longer a decent human being, if she ever was one to begin with. Boy, did I feel like a fool ~ I am not a "supporter" of Senator Clinton (my candidate was Sen. Biden ~ he was the one with the experience and judgement), but I gravitated to her when I heard about the "Iron my shirt" incident. I took at face value the words from bloggers such as KOS who support Obama: "I like Hillary personally, she is a very warm and generous human being, but I do not like the people who surround her". If Senator Clinton was going to stoop so low, then those words were no longer applicable: I decided that I was not going to support Senator Clinton, even if she were to win. I had already decided that I was not going to support Senator Obama if he were to win, so this left me with an obvious problem ~ what does a Democrat do ?
Boy, do I feel ashamed today. It turns out that those 5 words: "As far as I know" were 5 words in a long sequence of words that clearly condemned those muslim slurs. Those 5 words were part of 1 version of her answer, an answer that she repeated 5 times. Those 5 versions of her answer clearly came from a warm and generous human being. Boy, do I feel angry at those respectable bloggers and columnists who spread the accusations of muslim race baiting like they were spreading seeds to a flock of pigeons. Boy, do I feel like a pigeon !!
And so, I am ashamed of myself today: From today, and till eternity, I will not believe accusations of racism etc., directed against Senator Clinton, even if they are true. I hope all of you that pushed the "muslim slur" argument are happy with what you have achieved.
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